Cure for a hurting heart?

I just recently lost my twin babies :( I was 12 weeks along and the doctor told me their hearts just stopped beating. I had to have a dnc surgery and it didn't go very well. My blood pressure was so low they had to keep me over night and take blood every 4 hours. It took a toll on my body but now it's the emotional pain that is getting me down. Does anyone have any suggestions to help with becoming happy again and how to not always be thinking about this? Thank you :(